A Journey into my Abyss

A Look into the Mind of a Poet……

Orgasmic Bliss………..by Ainsley Carter ™2015

The human body

is such an amazing

phenomenal structure, –

let’s take the female form

with such mesmerising

protrusions (nipples),

orifices

and contours.

Hmmmm…

one can just imagine

water droplets

gliding along them,

or rather

your tongue

causing simultaneous spasms

about the body

as you lick

and tantalise

each erogenous zone,

eventually

erupting

into one or more

orgasmic thrills,

causing the body

to twitch

and convulse.

the labia

pulsates rapidly

as the sap oozes and squirts…

bringing the climaxing to a standstill

such sweet Orgasmic Bliss..

Written by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™2015

www.ainsleymcarter.co.uk

Author of ” Poetry a way of life” and “A Journey into the Abyss of the Mind”.

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I Too Hurt and Cry…..by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica 2015

Sadness and Loneliness can be very painful , but we must all try and learn to deal with these emotions in a more positive way and talk to friends and other love ones
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I cried, I cried,
I shed a Tear
I cried, I cried,
but no-one cares.
I cried, I cried,
no-one hears
I cried, I cried,
my heart it fears

Why must I be in so much hurt and pain?
Why must I cry,
I hurt it’s a shame.
Why should people be so cruel to me?
Now I am all alone,
my life full of misery.

To love is to hurt,
is it?
Your life is full of pain.
To the bitter end
no pain no gain.
Alas,
I’ve stopped,
no more hurt inside,
My life has now ended
for I no longer cry.

Written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica 2015

Seduction of the mind….by Ainsley Carter aka Mr.Erotica™2015

 

Seduce me
take control
of my mind,
my feelings,
and my thoughts.
Take me to a higher place.
Relax me
Relax my mind
that I
may feel no pain
the only words I hear
are the sweet humming
of your voice
while my body twitch
to every last word.

Make me do things
that
I
have never done before.
Fill me with passion.
Let my inner thighs
burn with desire for you
Let my juices flow
like lava
from an erupting volcano.

Make me need you,
want you,
Make me ….
touch myself
desiring
the sweetness
only you can give
Seduce me ..
take my mind
where no one
has ever been
Make me cum
over and over
With
ever
sweet
whisper
Not to need
physical penetration
only mental stimulation …
Seduce me ……
written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ☆ 2015

 

Seduction in Progress

I Can’t Breathe………..by Ainsley Carter

I Can’t Breathe………..by Ainsley Carter.

Eric Garner lying helplessly, lifeless....muttering

 

I opened my eyes today

Phew! How lucky am I…

to be able to do this,

I can breathe

Some others couldn’t

Because of what’s going on right now

In this so called corrupt society

Police ….yes Police…. brutality

Yes, I said it,

It’s prevalent in society

History shows its ugly head once again

But in a different form

Targeting what they deemed is the minority

I can’t breathe

I ask this question before

Why should you judge a person by the colour of his/her skin?

No one is left out

They target women, men, and children

When will it ever end?

I can’t breathe

Eric Garner, despite stating the facts

Was murdered by police Thugs

Wrestled to the ground

Although he never put up a fight

He was treated worse than an animal.

Even in Full contact Combat

A throat hold is released

I can’t breathe

But NO! Not the police,

They continued … making sure until he was deceased

I can’t breathe

Did (Eric Garner’s) made up crime fit the consequence.

Why is it that the law (The Police) always have to be right?

To take matters into their hands

They always believe they have it right

WRONG………….

I can’t breathe

Having a badge doesn’t cut it at all

You behave like pussies

Hiding behind the law

Harassing, belittling, targeting

Does colour matter for you to carry out your code?

Tamir Rice gunned down for playing with a toy gun in the streets

Was it right?

I can’t breathe

You took their future,

You took their lives, from their families and friends

Who made you God?

There was a beginning you put the end

The end to many lives……….

Lives that can never be restored

I can’t breathe

We think things can be different

But honestly they remain the same

Really!  what do we expect?

We say we have freedom

“Fuck”, we ain’t see that yet

Situations daily arising

Police brutalising

We have black on black crimes

White on black crimes

white on white crimes

Latino’s , Asians

so much discrimination

I really don’t understand this shit

What really holds us people back?

What is actually troubling us as humans?

We seem to take two steps forward and six steps backward

Yet we believe we are going forward

But rethink

I can’t breathe

For we are not going anywhere

But being stuck within our own minds

We fight for Justice, truth and freedom

But everyday it’s the same again and again and again

What have we done?

What exactly did we do wrong?

I am so afraid to walk the streets

For FEAR that the Police would abuse or shoot me

I thought they took an oath to actually protect and serve

So it seems we are missing the whole picture.

Because in this day and age

They are still thinking

They are giving us what we deserve…

Mandela, Maya Angelou and Malcolm X

Just to name a few

Fought hard

But for what

Nothing much has change

Because I.. Still …Can’t….BREATHE….

Written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™2014

I Can’t Breathe………..by Ainsley Carter

Just my words and thoughts about life and the current situation happening around us today. Please have a read and comment thank you….

 

I opened my eyes today

Phew! How lucky am I…

to be able to do this,

I can breathe

Some others couldn’t

Because of what’s going on right now

In this so called corrupt society

Police ….yes Police…. brutality

Yes, I said it,

It’s prevalent in society

History shows its ugly head once again

But in a different form

Targeting what they deemed is the minority

I can’t breathe

I ask this question before

Why should you judge a person by the colour of his/her skin?

No one is left out

They target women, men, and children

When will it ever end?

I can’t breathe

Eric Garner, despite stating the facts

Was murdered by police Thugs

Wrestled to the ground

Although he never put up a fight

He was treated worse than an animal.

Even in Full contact Combat

A throat hold is released

I can’t breathe

But NO! Not the police,

They continued … making sure until he was deceased

I can’t breathe

Did (Eric Garner’s) made up crime fit the consequence.

Why is it that the law (The Police) always have to be right?

To take matters into their hands

They always believe they have it right

WRONG………….

I can’t breathe

Having a badge doesn’t cut it at all

You behave like pussies

Hiding behind the law

Harassing, belittling, targeting

Does colour matter for you to carry out your code?

Tamir Rice gunned down for playing with a toy gun in the streets

Was it right?

I can’t breathe

 

You took their future,

You took their lives, from their families and friends

Who made you God?

There was a beginning you put the end

The end to many lives……….

Lives that can never be restored

I can’t breathe

We think things can be different

But honestly they remain the same

Really!  what do we expect?

We say we have freedom

“Fuck”, we ain’t see that yet

Situations daily arising

Police brutalising

We have black on black crimes

White on black crimes

white on white crimes

Latino’s , Asians

so much discrimination

I really don’t understand this shit

 

What really holds us people back?

What is actually troubling us as humans?

We seem to take two steps forward and six steps backward

Yet we believe we are going forward

But rethink

I can’t breathe

For we are not going anywhere

But being stuck within our own minds

We fight for Justice, truth and freedom

But everyday it’s the same again and again and again

What have we done?

What exactly did we do wrong?

I am so afraid to walk the streets

For FEAR that the Police would abuse or shoot me

I thought they took an oath to actually protect and serve

So it seems we are missing the whole picture.

Because in this day and age

They are still thinking

They are giving us what we deserve…

 

Mandela, Maya Angelou and Malcolm X

Just to name a few

Fought hard

But for what

Nothing much has change

Because I.. Still …Can’t….BREATHE….

 

Written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™2014

I Can't Breathe

I Can’t Breathe

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Domestic Violence ………

Life was rosy

everything was sweet

Love and kisses

then one day it all started

No it wasn’t the first kiss

It was a hit and miss

He swore at her

this continued for a while

Then came the punches

he would punch her

day in and day out

As if she was his sparring partner

He continued to beat her

Many days he would slap the living daylights out of her.

The name calling got worse

words that you would never believe.

How worthless she was

It was pure torture

But yet she stayed

loyal and true

Day in and Day out

that’s what he would do

but yet, she cooked, clean and washed for him

Her daily life carried on

She was strong

A Phenomenal woman

When he came home

Instead of greeting her with open arms

It would be name calling

Verbal and physical abuse

when anyone ask

he would say “self inflicted harm”

 

The Kids never dare utter a word

She had to be strong for them

They looked up to her

But had so much hatred for him

He caused this.

Their minds twisted

life full of Bliss…

How can a man

says, he loves a woman

Yet, batter her like this

It was never this way before

He loved her

but somehow felt insecure….

but what went wrong,

 

The abuse carried on

until the day he took ill

but she smiled as she usually does

and her duties she carried on

Yes! she cared for him

Until his last breath

In sickness and in health

Til” death do they part

Her prayers have been answered.

Should she have put up with all this DOMESTIC ABUSE……?

 

Written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™ 2014

 

Women you need to speak out , report and don’t stay for the sake of love or the kids. You are not anyoine’s punching bag. You should be loved with RESPECT, DIGNITY, and LOVED unconditionally.

 

Men are also being abusedMen are also being abused

Let's get together and show LOVE not ABUSE each otherLet’s get together and show LOVE not ABUSE each other

Show love not your FISTShow love not your FIST

Cycle of violence...WE can STOP this..
You can STOP this...
I shall STOP this..Cycle of violence…WE can STOP this.. You can STOP this… I shall STOP this..

 

PLEASE I ENCOURAGE YOU TO READ AND HAVE YOUR SAY….IT AFFECTS ALL OF US. LET’s PUT A STOP TO DOMESTIC VIOLENCE NOW…

Happy Mother’s Day…..

Today we celebrate a wonderful day

A day like no other

A day set aside for Mother’s

A day for the special women in our lives

Women whose love can never be replaced only treasured

A remarkable woman  a mother

who needs love like no other

To be treated with respect

who is able to connect with our feelings

Mother’s should be care for

after all that’s what they did for us

Made sure we were protected and fed

that we were happy, pampered and not misled

When we are ill

we can count on mum

when we need clean clothes

we can count on mum

when we need love

we can always count on mother

A Mother’s love is never done

continuos love until forevermore.

Written By Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™ 2014

 

Happy Mother's day to all you wonderful Mother's and not for getting Gran Mother's for you are still mothers too..

Happy Mother’s day to all you wonderful Mother’s and not for getting Gran Mother’s for you are still mothers too..

The Orgasm…….

I dreamt of tenderly kissing your thighs,
tasting your sweet flow of nectar
savouring the taste
looking upon your face
as the expressions changes
each time I delve
into the un-forbidden crevice of love,
your juices flow
upon the embankment,
flooding your walls
as the temperature soars uncontrollably
so does the swaying of your hips..
I ask my self
“How do I stop this flow?”
It needs to be plugged.
I need to fulfill
your wants
your need
your desires
You scooped your hands upon my head
as if to guide me
but you are not in control
as your body is now under my spell,
my care
I sway with your rhythm
as your back arches
I follow as if in sync.
my tongue
lashes
and bashes against your vaginal walls
as your clit grows and stiffens
every nerve ending is heighten
you moan, and groan
I sense you getting to the point of explosion
as my tongue goes in deeper and deeper
giving you the most powerful orgasm
as you squirt…..
warm vaginal fluid
fills my mouth
your first time ever
your body goes limp
now it’s time for the main course……….

written and copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica ™2014
Face of heightened ecstacy

Face of heightened ecstacy

Tasty……

The sweet aromatic smell that lingers

are the bodily fluids from you

that I taste on my fingers.

yum yum

hmmm

brings back memories

of that picture perfect day…

We must do more of that

but not on a sunny day

as you melted away

in my mouth

I can still hear your melodious scream

but don’t worry you are my favourite ice cream..Mango Tango..

 

written by A Journey Into the Abyss of the Mind: Ainsley Carter:… ™2014

Knowing Love……..

I would rather know

that you don’t love me

than to have to wait, for your love.

for one minute you care

then the next you don’t

you try to shove me around

like a putt on a table

Not a care where

or what happens

Just as long as you are

or think you are able

To satisfy your urge,

need,

curiosity.

 

I wish this was love that I feel

Hmmm ……But its not

This fucking thing is just so unreal

Unrealistically, just a fucking nightmare

A big joke , maybe that’s why you stare

Stare and laugh at my sorry Ass .

 

Who would have thought

Once you really cared

Or so at least I thought

Maybe it was affection

I had bought

As I needed love

so a partner I sought

But got neglected ,

devalued ,

hurt and rejected

What happened?

Where did I go wrong?

This love that I thought

This bond which was so strong

Now broken-hearted

not a care for me

Just broken promises

are all I ever got

This isn’t love

this is Bliss

who would have thought love can be like this .

 

Written and Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica™ 2014

http://www.ainsleymcarter.co.uk

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